I just feel like I’m falling apart. Breaking into pieces. Somehow beyond repair.
On the outside I’m fine, but the inside is just a big fat mess.
I mean…I’m so tired. I have no energy at all. Which screws with my daily schedule, of course. I hate not being able to study, to work – to do anything, really.
And I’m so damn sick of it.
I only have a year left to finish my training. And then there’s the fanfiction stuff. I try working but I’m still so far behind.
Not being able to sleep properly only adds to the problem.
I got an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow. Let’s see what he has to say about it.