I have no idea why I still care. I just know that I do. And it really bothers me. He still manages to get so deep under my skin it feels unreal. The tingling feeling in my stomach and my breath hitching then and again…it makes all of it worse.
When is it going to stop? I want to move on. I don’t wanna hold on to a lost love.
I don’t want to.
And yet, I can’t seem to find a way to stop myself from hurting by clutching broken memories in my hands.